Hate

Have you ever hated someone to the point you really honestly wished they would just die?! I wish my mom would.....really.....I wish she would die of some natural cause, get a lethal disease or infection....I know it sounds harsh, but I sometimes wish I never had family. I think my stress level would be close to gone if they weren't around, as sad as that sounds, but I have to always be there, always, and I get kicked in the back regardless...sometimes it's exhausting....

Luckily I have a wonderful love in my life that keeps me going and makes me want to stay around....and not let my hatred take over. Friends, hobbies and other stuff are great, but it's nice to have that love in your life that seems to make things look....not as bad as they could be.